I miss Papa. But it's a million little things that I miss. Not just one thing in particular. I miss things about him that I never knew I could miss.
Things / memories that seemed so random then now come flooding back to me in and it makes me realize how much we take loved ones and life for granted.
The good news is I don't sit around mourning him as though I will never see him again. I grieve with full hope that one day our souls will be reunited. That gives me tremendous courage in facing a life without Papa here with me.
In other news, Baby Bean is growing right along.
Our sono on Monday revealed that Baby Bean is due August 28th.
It was very reassuring to see the Bean's little heart beating at 175 bpm.
So many things in my life are changing. Its a little sad to know this little baby will never know Papa Bud. I will do my best to make sure Baby Bean knows all about Papa.
Thank you for the many well wishes and prayers sent my way! Its so uplifting to know that people care so much about me and my family.
Love to you all!
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